YOU DIG THAT MY SPECIAL RELATIONSHIP
TO HIM (IF INDEED HE IS LIVING IN SAT
CHIT ANANDA) CANNOT CONCEIVABLY BE
SPECIAL. THERE'S NO MEANING TO THAT.
SPECIALNESS CAN ONLY BE IN EACH PERSON'S
KARMA. IT'S NOT AN INTERPERSONAL RELATION-
SHIP -- WITH A BEING THAT IS NOT INTER-
PERSONAL. PEOPLE SAY : YOU'VE GOT SOME-
THING GOING WITH THE GURU. THAT'S ABSURD.
I JUST HAVE WHAT I HAVE GOING WITH MY
OWN KARMA. EACH PERSON IS AS CLOSE TO
THE GURU AT EVERY MOMENT AS HE IS CLOSE
TO THE GURU AT THAT MOMENT. AND PEOPLE
SAY : MAYBE THE GURU WOULD INTERVENE
AND TAKE ON MY KARMA. BUT FROM A